resolution.

i'll be more of me.

it was easy to just go on about how this particular she should be herself more and how she should not try to hide herself because she could get hurt. may be i do the same, only in the eyes of people like the particular she do not see it that way-- may be my kind of seclusion is different.

i mean what with the censorship for not hurting other people's ..

for one thing, i am certain that my words are my priority. they should have been from the start-- or at least i should acknowledged this vociferously without feeling "eh" about it. i hate the accusatory sound of "eh" at times. if my words do not go across then what do[es]? the essence of something/someone that/whom people may know?

i despise conceited fucked up people. i wish them no good-- but to get a taste of their medicine. something that i have discovered is that this kind of people only survive and are honored in their own clan.

here i shall like to use the word 'pathetic' (with all the polysemic meanings).
-esha.